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Thursday, March 16, 2006
10:30 PM

school hols is so boring!! and plus every one is over seas. damn. Getting my phone back today, 14 hours and 30 mins till the big party. hope it goes well! gonna meet up with mon and auds tomorow. after the party we plan to go bak to my house and crash there. mon can come but audrey....not confirmed yet. 2 people is not fun... :( threee people is better cauase you can do more things. haha. i wnt ttomorow to be the best day i had. NEED TO PARTTY! well theres nothing else to say.....so i'll just go on with "my life" 8.............

School is quite great but not completely. If I didn't meet mon and Audrey I wouldn't be staying in the school right now. I would be back in Australia. I like a guy in year 1. i don't want my self to go though this situation again. I'm scared if I do I'll never let go. That's why I have my list. So that I can just forget about every thing else. Once I have a perfect moment with a person, that moment will never come back. And when it doesn't come back you get a little sad you know? You just feel that you could have that moment just one more time but you can't. yeah it sucks but I guess its life. Sometimes you have good times some times you have bad times. I don't know if he likes me or just really hates me you know? If he does like me I guess I will kinda like him back but I don't know I feel that he really hates me. Well I guess we'll have to see. I didn't know how effective it could get until that day.. My last relationship didn’t end well so I need to get some one that could never hurt me no matter what. i want to have that moment where it could last forever you know. I just want that perfect moment, the moment I will never forget…

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