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Friday, March 24, 2006
10:20 PM

friday...hmm. well heaps of shit happened that day. ok...this is what happened. in the morning this guy kept on insulting me for 2 periods of math and then i was just holding my tears in, pintching myself not to cry and then at recess i went into the cyber cafe but then he told me to PISS OFF and that no ugly people allowed. so i went out and sat outside. i cry a few minutes later and then "the drama" started. i went to the canteen and saw feline, i hugged her and that guy was standing behind her. He sw me crying but all he said was good...i wanted to go to class earlier cause i didn't want anymore people to see me. when i went to class i was shit scared to see him and his group. at lunch some one came up to me saying that "a whole group of us went up to him and scolded him!" AND I WAS LIKE "ARE YOU FREAKING SERIOUS!" i didn't know what the fuck was happening la. i knew he would get pissed, THANKS FOR THE PEOPLE WHO STOOD UP TO HIM! at the end of the day i really tried to talk to him. but he just ignored him. i told him the truth but then he went home. i didn't want to report this to anyone cause i knew that he wouild get in big trouble but i don't want to be the one who gets him in trouble. i rather be insulted then for him to be pissed. i thought it was a bad thing that those people stood up to him cause now he's scared, but his friends are pissed. when he hates me, all his friends hate me. aiyah i don't know what to do now. i've been trying to call him, talk to him online, ask people to talk to him but he still won't talk. Even know he's mean to me, i'm not mad at him. i want us to be friends...or maybe more but i guess that won't be happening. i really don't hate him! arrggg. this is so messed up....... and i'm only afraid of his friends. whats happening man...

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